Trick me ...or die trying!

Oh, how I hate / love when people are trying to trick me just because I'm  blond! You think blond means dumb? No,no,no! In my case blond means "undercover brunette". So, go on, trick me... if you can!

I wish...

Nothing! I have nothing to wish for.
I've lost my father, my job, my inspiration and my hope. So this Christmas I wish... NOTHING.

Have a very merry Christmas!

My babies

A couple of years ago they were like this:  (can you see those 3 red circles?)

Now they are looking like this (same aquarium):

Today is my dad's birthday

He sees his 57th anniversary from heaven.


This year I won't write a letter to Santa. Instead I'll write a letter to my dad (although you,dad, were always our Santa). I want to write all those things I couldn't say to you face to face because I didn't have the courage. Now I  feel so bad about that.
Dear dad, I am sorry for all those times when I made you sad or mad, for all those times when I disappointed you, I am sorry for all those bad words I said, I am sorry for being a selfish daughter but most of all I am sorry for not telling you how much I love you. I am sorry for that year we didn't speak. I never thought you'll leave so soon and that we have so little time to spend together.
I hope you can forgive me.

Dad, I will always love you!

My bio Christmas tree

Save the forest! Plant a tree!
Since I was very little we had this tradition -  no Christmas without a Christmas tree.
This year we have a Christmas tree in a pot. He is short but brave and pungent! After New Years Eve, in March probably he will be moved and planted next to my father`s grave.
He proudly wears a pair of angel wings - symbolizing my father.

This is for you, dad! We miss you!

My new buddy

*** Romanian product!

Six weeks already...

Six weeks without my father. I brought him red roses to the grave. I really hope he can see and hear us.
We all miss him so much...

Beyoncé - Dance For You

"As you get older three things happen. The first is your memory goes, and I can't remember the other two."

- Norman Wisdom

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

One month since you're gone. Hope you are still around ...

Marry me or...something like that

Beyonce - I Was Here (music video)

This is for my dad.

3 weeks. I miss my dad...

This is my dad

This is my dad. He died two weeks ago, on 1st November 2011 at 1 a.m.

I want to tell his story because he was brave - he fought with a terrible disease: lung cancer. He wanted so much to live but God decided to take him at the age of 56.

His story must be told

This is my father. His story must be told. He has only a few days to live. It's sad there's nothing we can do to help him. And he wants so much to live...

Lykke Li - I Follow Rivers (Director: Tarik Saleh)

I`ll be back...I don`t know when. Until that day you can listen to this song and think about me. Still fighting!

Three years ago...

I was tired after the wedding. This was the first day as a married woman. Now I am tired because of the fight with an enemy I can't defeat.
Hope that peace will come soon.
Happy 3 years anniversary!

11 pounds gone. 97 left

I'm like Oliver Twist... (see the picture below)

I've lost 11 pounds (5 kg) in less than one month and a half. Only 97 pounds (44 kg) left. Yeap, that's my weight and I'm not proud of that. I'll get them back someday...

Ask and I'll answer

Despite the fact I write here rarely you can ask me anything if you scroll down to the chat on the right and I will answer as soon as I can.
So ask and you'll get an answer!

Lucky Man Project - Pumpin'(Official Video)

I love... Yves Rocher Les Plaisirs Nature

I've been in love with this body milk for such a long time. It's warm vanilla, it's long lasting  soft perfume ... and it's organic vanilla. (Le plaisir de la gousse de Vanille au parfum suave et gourmand. Mmmm...)

Nine words

Fine
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

Five Minutes
If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

Nothing
This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

Go Ahead
This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!

Loud Sigh
This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

That’s Okay
This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

Thanks
A woman is thanking you, do not question or faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add in a clause here – This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’ – that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. Do not say ‘you’re welcome’ that will bring on a ‘whatever’).Cool Whatever – Is a woman’s way of saying F*ck you!

Don’t worry about it, I got it
Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to # 3.

Men should acknowledge receipt of above warnings about arguments they can avoid if they remember the terminology.

I miss my old life

I miss my old life and I want it back so much. But this is impossible. A lot of things changed and now I have to adapt to the new bad things. I hope I'll be back to write good news again. Soon. How soon? I don't know.
I like the "testimony" below from a wedding. I need a smiling mask, too. I forgot how to smile.

Long time no see

I took a break from posting because I got the worst news ever and now I have to use all my energy and inner strength to fight.
Cherish every moment of your live like it is the last! You never know when God says "Stop" to your life :(

Serge Devant - Stuck in the 80s (original mix)

When I'm feeling blue like I do right now, this song makes me feel good. Enjoy!

My nails and another trip to Timisoara

 White & light purple

 I like to watch the rain from the train.

   

Gin Wigmore - Hey Ho

Water and sun

Another try

I was definitely born to be blond. This was supposed to be brown....but it's something else...One day I'll be blonde again. Yep, blonde is my color for life!

David Deejay - Perfect 2 (ft P Jolie & Nonis)

Do you like this song? Yes, it's a Romanian DJ.

Dollhouses

I found this website and I fell in love with these houses. Just like Alice in wonderland...

Michael Franti & Spearhead - Say Hey (I Love You)

The change:

 Before & after:

I wanted brown but it is only dark blonde. Next time it will be brown.

I need a change...

And I'll make a change. It's sooo hot and I need water like I need air. I think I was a mermaid in a past life. Or a fish. I miss the sea and the waves and the salt, the sun and the sand...

Singing "A change will do you good"- Sheryl Crow

I'm in love with Nouvelle Vague - Dance With Me

I was away. And someone abused my blog

Write me if you want to post some ads on my blog, but DON'T use the comments for that. I don't like that!
 So...today I was here:
                                                                (Bucharest)

And because I like to read I took this book with me:

(Chic collection from Polirom)

...and my shoes, of course:

Weeds

The movie! I am watching Weeds and this reaaaallly makes me wanna smoke again! Did I mention I haven't smoke since April? Don't watch this movie if you're trying to quit smoking!!!