Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Trick me ...or die trying!

Oh, how I hate / love when people are trying to trick me just because I'm  blond! You think blond means dumb? No,no,no! In my case blond means "undercover brunette". So, go on, trick me... if you can!

Saturday, December 24, 2011

I wish...

Nothing! I have nothing to wish for.
I've lost my father, my job, my inspiration and my hope. So this Christmas I wish... NOTHING.
Have a very merry Christmas!

Thursday, December 22, 2011

My babies

A couple of years ago they were like this:  (can you see those 3 red circles?)

Now they are looking like this (same aquarium):

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Today is my dad's birthday

He sees his 57th anniversary from heaven.

This year I won't write a letter to Santa. Instead I'll write a letter to my dad (although you,dad, were always our Santa). I want to write all those things I couldn't say to you face to face because I didn't have the courage. Now I  feel so bad about that.
Dear dad, I am sorry for all those times when I made you sad or mad, for all those times when I disappointed you, I am sorry for all those bad words I said, I am sorry for being a selfish daughter but most of all I am sorry for not telling you how much I love you. I am sorry for that year we didn't speak. I never thought you'll leave so soon and that we have so little time to spend together.
I hope you can forgive me.

Dad, I will always love you!

Monday, December 19, 2011

My bio Christmas tree

Save the forest! Plant a tree!
Since I was very little we had this tradition -  no Christmas without a Christmas tree.
This year we have a Christmas tree in a pot. He is short but brave and pungent! After New Years Eve, in March probably he will be moved and planted next to my father`s grave.
He proudly wears a pair of angel wings - symbolizing my father.

This is for you, dad! We miss you!

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Six weeks already...

Six weeks without my father. I brought him red roses to the grave. I really hope he can see and hear us.
We all miss him so much...

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